Today is the day that I am officially unemployed. While doing my normal Sunday activities, it did not dawn on me what today is. But I felt a bit off. I thought it was because of the pending question about the man I love and our subsequent phone call. But no, it's deeper than that. I feel vulnerable. I am not sure of my past, present or the future. I am so confused because I am, for the most part, a logical person and everything I am doing right now is illogical. I am hurt because I wonder why a person who said he loves me is showing he doesn't. I feel that everything I knew to be true does not seem to be so.
So what to do when I feel so open, so vulnerable? As soon as I wrote the title of this post, the words came into thought, Be still and know that I am God.
Therefore, my time has come to be still and let the fog dissipate with the knowledge of my faith.
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